"I know, I know." He sighed. It was kind of a big deal for him, since he'd happened even once before, him losing control.

"Takes focus away from the real problems, I should know better after all." He just huffed. It was harder to shake it than Heero knew, and he just didn't seem to have his coping mechanisms in order.

He pauses, watching Heero play with his gun for a while.